desperateforlove.

Lecrae - Desperate

Woke up this morning too depressed and shamed to leave my bed,

Can't stand to see my own reflection, so I hang my head, 

Feel like a disappointment, like the scum of the earth,

I'm so hurt I know, you see I can't cover my dirt

My souls dying, hearts weak, and I can't even cry

I'm supposed to run to you, but why I'm such an evil guy

The sun's shining but for me it's the darkest of days

Try to pretend it never happened by the guilt remains.

I leave the house, it feels like everybody knows I did it

Feels like they're reading my mind and know the sin I committed

Through your blood I'm acquitted, but my heart doesn't get it

Oh God, I'm desperate for help because I'm grieving your spirit

I couldn't sing in the sunday service, Lord I felt fake

And when they started communion, I just made an escape

I'm in need of your grace, feels like you hid your face

Lord, lead me back to cross and show me my sins erased

I'm so desperate, I can't believe I've sinned against you

Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)

Your mercy is what I need

I'm waste deep in my pity,

Is satan trying to trick me and tell you me you won't forgive me? 

It's starting toget me, Jesus help me quickly, 

I have wrong I've done .. I know we all fall but I feel like the only one

Feel like I should be shunned, should I punish myself?

I know it's dumb because by your death all my sin has been dealth

But my sin has been felt, I didn't want to do it

But what I want to do, I don't I swear I'm going through it

I'm trying to open my bible

I need to read your pages

I need you Lord but my guilt has got me feeling so faithless

Help me see where your face is

Take me back to the basics

Help me find my joy in you and not people and places

My sin is ever before me I turned my back on you

Oh father break and restore me to bring me back to you

My sin is ever before me I turned my back on you

Lord, break and restore me to bring me back to you

I'm so desperate, I can't believe I've sinned against you

Create in me a clean heart (I'm so sorry)

Your mercy is what I need

Have mercy on me God according to your steady love

Wipe away my transgressions and wash me in your blood

Create in me a clean heart renew a right spirit

Don't hide your face, your presence keep me near it

I'm waiting patience on you Lord I know you hear my cry

Restore your Joy in me

For you alone I live and die

It's you I GLORIFY, cause you don't need my sacrifice

You want me broken and contrite trusting in the Christ

I confess to you my sin and you show me mercy

I turn away from it demonstrating that you are worthy

Over lust, over pride, over all sin

Is my affection for Jesus, who died for all them

I was lost now I'm found, I was tossed to the ground

My sin weighed on me heavy but I am no longer bound

As sure as Christ wears the crown

I know that grace will abound

And even when I feel lost I know in You I am found